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I recced this song about six years ago, and I'm re-reccing it now in honour of the Feast of St. Mary Magdalene: "The Ballad of Mary Magdalen," by Cry Cry Cry (Dar Williams, lead vocal; Lucy Kaplansky; and Richard Shindell, music and lyrics).

This song tells the story as I've always envisioned it.


Lyrics under the cut )
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Too many medical appointments and complications, publishing deadlines, and social promises made but not yet kept. Nonetheless, these three things caught my attention:

Robin Curtis; Lichtenberg & Lorrah; and the guild of energy vampires )

More medical stuff is coming up next week (I thank every deity in this universe for the continued existence of OHIP), and then maybe there'll be time for some actual real-world fun.
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Via [personal profile] scarfman, I saw a very funny Tumblr post about Diana Gabaldon's "do as I say, not as I do" stance on fanfic. Gabaldon wouldn't be pleased to know that if it wasn't for the (helpful and generous, I have to say) advice she gave when I was a member of the Craft of Writing board on CompuServe back in the 1990s, I might not have written the second novel about the Romulan Commander. (Of course, the word "fanfic" and the subject matter of the story never appeared in the discussion threads.)

She'd probably be even less pleased to know that I acknowledged her in the foreword. :-)
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I rewatched CTHD on TCM recently for the first time in quite a few years. Feelings ensued, so of course I went looking for fic.

Nostalgia, and a fic rec )

I don't think I'll ever get over these characters. I never had a chance to see the sequel (which wasn't directed by Ang Lee), but I know the general plotline, and I prefer to accept "Free to Inhabit" as the true canonical sequel.
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I was sick last week and thus couldn't post this rec in time for More Joy day. This story certainly gave me joy, though, so I'm hoping that late is better than never. (The story was written in 2010, and I've no idea whether the author is still active in fandom.)

"The Orion-on-Vulcan Method" by [archiveofourown.org profile] anodyna

Chapters: 1/1
Words: 6,963
Category: F/M
Fandom: Star Trek (2009)
Rating: Teen and Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Spock Prime/Gaila
Characters: Gaila (Star Trek), Spock Prime
Additional Tags: Het, Vulcan, Rare Pairing
Author's summary: Gaila needs somewhere to recuperate after being injured in the Battle of Vulcan. What better place than with Spock Prime on the Vulcan colony world? Hijinx, cultural misunderstandings, and unlikely romance ensue.

"Rare pairing" and "unlikely romance"--those two phrases are the epitome of understatement in the context of this story. I never would have imagined this pairing, and yet it hits every target for me.

As I said in my comment on AO3, I seldom read reboot fic. But the author has written a smart and observant Gaila, and a Spock Prime who is a self-assured, insightful, wryly perceptive, emotionally stable ADULT. After decades of enduring fanfic that portrays Spock as the exact opposite of all those things, I was delighted to find this work. (It's the first part of a four-part series.) The story is both satisfyingly layered and highly entertaining, and the author's command of the craft is impressive.

Recommended reading, even if you're not a fan of the reboot universe.
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I was idly looking up a fan writer whom I used to follow a number of years ago on LJ. I was happy when I found that they had a DW account, but when I clicked on the profile I saw that their last update was 350 weeks ago, which somehow sounds even longer than "almost seven years." The writer's DW and AO3 accounts haven't been deleted, so I have to hope and assume that they're still alive and thriving.

I don't know why, but I feel a real sense of loss when I find that someone I remember from years ago has disappeared from this corner of fandom. Maybe the person hasn't really gafiated--maybe they're active on other platforms, and maybe their personal website has just moved elsewhere, without a redirect. (Or, most likely, given the quality of their writing, they've gone pro under another name.) But when a Google search turns up nothing useful, they may as well be in another universe.
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There's too much tragedy and loss and general awfulness in the greater and smaller world to bear in this so-called season of joy, so I'm practicing a rigorous discipline of RL avoidance and trying to think about nothing but fandom right now.

Some upliftingness follows )

Now to see whether I can persuade my ancient Walkman that it remembers how to play cassettes.
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This is the first time that I've tried linking to a Tumblr post, so I hope it works as advertised. (Thanks to [personal profile] scarfman for reblogging the post on Tumblr.)

It's gratifying to know that Leslie Fish's classic filk "Banned from Argo" is still a part of the collective fannish consciousness. At every midnight filksing at every con that I ever attended, BFA was a mainstay of performance and participation (even though the opening chords were often greeted with "not again" groans--unsurprising, maybe, considering how many hundreds of times the song has been sung over the last forty-plus years).

Hearing the song performed by its composer brings back so many good memories. Leslie's novelization of the filk is available on AO3, and is highly recommended.

The song imprinted itself on my consciousness so strongly that it inspired the setting for the prologue to Any Other Lifetime. My hypothesis was that (as the Tumblr post suggests) both the song and the events that it recounts are definitely A Real Thing in the Trek universe.
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1. Sometimes when I'm faffing about on AO3, I accidentally discover an old story by a new (to me) author and then wonder why I'd never heard of them before. That happened recently when I found "Even Archangels Get the Blues" by [archiveofourown.org profile] RevDorothyL. The author says that this was their first fanfic, and I am impressed--not just because the story touches on some of my favourite themes (theology, eschatology, the rebirth of heroes) but because the characters' voices are interesting and fun. Recommended for fans of Xena, Buffy, and/or metaphysics.

2. While purging a storage closet, I came across a surviving copy of an old letterzine that I once subscribed to. The editors of letterzines would collect typewritten submissions, paste them up, photocopy them, and mail the finished zines out to subscribers several times a year. This was how we exchanged LOCs, reviews, illos, opinions, and personal news with other fans across the country and around the world. Rediscovering the letterzine made me remember how enjoyable it was to see this type of fannish ephemera turn up in the actual, tangible mailbox.

3. I'm sad that Pretty Hard Cases won't be returning for a fourth season. It took me a little while to warm up to the show, but Adrienne C. Moore and Meredith MacNeill brought such realism and chemistry to their characters and their relationship that I became quite invested in them. Many of the episodes were pretty standard police procedurals, but the characters and the settings made the show entertaining and multilayered. Add this to the long, long list of Shows I Miss So Much.
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On Monday, a 96-page glossy magazine promoting the 2023 Stratford Festival arrived with the Globe and Mail. I was happy to see that some of my fannish favorites are appearing in productions this year. Paul Gross is in King Lear, Geraint Wyn Davies is in Grand Magic, Jonathan Goad (from Republic of Doyle) is in Spamalot, and Krystin Pellerin (also from Doyle) is in Casey and Diana.

I haven't been to Stratford for quite a few years (even before the pandemic), and I probably won't get there this year. Although the festival-specific direct bus service between downtown Toronto and Stratford has resumed, I'm not quite ready to face unmasked crowds just yet; the family is vaccinated to the nth degree, but I can't risk bringing anything even semi-virulent back home to the spouse.

It's been just about as many years since I was able to attend Ad Astra in person, and now it looks as if the long-lived fan-run literary convention is gone for good. Although the board chair says that the con is in a "dormant phase," it seems pretty clear that it won't be coming back. Ad Astra, along with Toronto Trek/Polaris and a couple of other fan-run cons, was an important part of Canadian fandom from the 1980s to the 2010s.
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TIL that January 21 was Judith Merril's birthday. I remember so vividly her gig as "The UnDoctor" when she was hosting "Doctor Who" on TVO in the late 1970s/early 1980s. Along with Michael Magee's batshit "Magee and Company," the show was my restorative medicine after a typically awful day at law school.

In the second RC novel, I named a very minor Romulan character "Meril" in honour of Judith.

I wonder how many contemporary SF fans know the extent and scope of her pathbreaking history in science fiction.
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I'm so happy to have discovered jimmymcgools's Eighty-Six Years on AO3.

The first chapter hits all the marks for me. I've been hoping to find an author who would give us a BCS story with the ring of truth--a story in which the details of setting, characterization, and interiority would demonstrate the command of the craft that this universe deserves. I stumbled across jimmymcgools's fic entirely by accident. I'll be following this one with interest.
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Why did Courtney's "Waterworks" fanvid get me where I lived? After all, I've been watching BCS for all six seasons, and although Odenkirk has strongly reminded me visually of KC since his first appearance on Breaking Bad, I didn't feel a frisson of fannish emotion or fannish character connection until I saw the vid.





The music was eerily appropriate for the episode, and of course Courtney's sensitive choice and editing of ep clips made the whole thing stunning (almost literally). I really don't remember the last time I was so affected by any fanwork of any kind. It's been decades, maybe.

I've been obsessively rewatching the vid for a few days, and no doubt I'll watch it many more times before the series finale next week. Heartbreaking, as was "Waterworks" itself.

What can ever take the place of BCS? I really have to binge the whole series at some point in the future.
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Gradually, gradually, I'm starting to be able to listen to music again. Today, for example, Indigo Girls, "Left Me a Fool":



And James Keelaghan, "Orion":



And a few others. All of them were evocative. But "The Ballad of Mary Magdalen"--well, that's every bit as shivery, heart-lifting, and heartbreaking as it was the first time I heard it.




Thank you to Richard Shindell for composing the ultimate fanfic.
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Admittedly, I don't hang out online as much as I once did in the earlyish-adopter days of GEnie and CompuServe and whatnot, but in the few places I do still frequent I haven't seen very much discussion of the fiftieth anniversary of TOS.

I've found something to like in all of the TV incarnations of Star Trek (with the exception of Voyager, which set my teeth on edge in every possible respect right from the first ep and essentially spoiled all my fun with respect to Trek). The other day, for example, I rewatched "In the Pale Moonlight" (DS9) for the first time in many years, and I was reminded again how very good the writing was on that series.

Not much appeals to me about the film reboot, though I don't hate that universe. I just haven't connected much with the characters--except, oddly, with Chris Pine's version of Kirk, who is appealing.

Evidently we'll soon have a broadcast or streamed version, so the universe lives on and, mostly, prospers. I just wish I could feel strongly about it again.

ETA: I was as much in love with the precepts of the Trek universe as I was with the personalities of the Trek characters. The imaginary zeitgeist hit all the marks for me. The spirit embodied in Trek was the spirit embodied in Suzette Haden Elgin's filksongs: hope, altruism, integrity, curiosity, the ability to learn from mistakes. If only it were all true.
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Everyone seems to be talking about Age of Ultron and Game of Thrones and iZombie and so on, and boyoboy would I love to participate in fannish discourse. But try as I might I cannot summon up any interest in anything connected with current fandom--nothing has captured my imagination enough to make me want to speculate about it or pontificate on it. I guess I finally have to admit that I've well and truly gafiated, but whether I've done the gafiating voluntarily or had it done to me simply by virtue of fannish evolution I can't quite say.

I remember Claire Gabriel writing a long time ago that she gafiated for (I think) 17 years, so maybe there's still hope. I haven't been gone quite that long, though I'm getting close.
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Well worth reading:

Seanan McGuire on fan fiction

The comments are interesting. I can understand why some authors are uneasy about someone re/writing their characters in their universes. Writing a fic based on a TV series or a movie seems somehow qualitatively different from writing a fic based on a novel or a short story. I haven't been tempted to write fanfic based on a work of printed fiction (though I've certainly appropriated specific concepts from printed Trek fic in my stories, and I've tried to be conscientious about acknowledging the sources). I haven't really thought through why this should be so. I feel quite protective of "my" characters (that is, the on-screen characters as they are portrayed in my stories), and I would be nervous about a writer I didn't know wanting to write or rewrite them. But I'd be pretty intrigued if someone wanted to make a video of, say, "Done." Somehow it's important to me that the fanfic interpretation be in a different medium, but I'm just not sure why it's important.

Writing fanfic was excruciatingly hard work for me, but man oh man it was also fun. Unspoken Truth was the first fiction I ever wrote, and I didn't write it until I was well into midlife. As I've mentioned before, I earn my living by writing (under another name, and in a field very different from science fiction). Not once have I had the desire to write science fiction for money, and not just because I'd have to write (and oh, yes, sell) a gazillion SF books before I'd come close to earning what I earn at my regular writing job. Pro authors have to travel, meet deadlines, produce output on demand, and cater to publishers' wishes. I have to do all those things all week, and I definitely don't want to do them on weekends. (I never wanted to write pro Trekwork-for-hire for the obvious reasons: I'd heard plenty about the contractual arrangements from a few of those who'd done it.)

Fanfic allowed me to have fun without obligations. I could say anything about, or do anything I wanted with, the characters and universes that I loved. I could speculate to my heart's content about politics and religion and history and personality, and no one except my readers was going to give me a hard time about it.

I recently revisited some of my own work for the first time in a number of years, and it both pleased and saddened me. Pleased because I thought that, on the whole, the stories held up reasonably well (though the temptation to edit was strong, I resisted it); saddened because I miss that time and the whole fanfic experience so much. I'd love to get that special feeling back again, but after 10 years I'm pretty sure that's not likely to happen. I know when and why it disappeared (one word: Voyager), but that's a subject for another post, maybe.
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March slipped by before I noticed, apparently. Lots of activity, but only a few tangible results. Went looking at quite a number of apartments with Louisa, and now that her condo is sold she can focus on the new place. It's smaller, but it's in the neighbourhood she wanted, in a splendid building, with direct subway access and a very high-end shopping mall just an elevator ride away. Management has already replaced the brand-new white appliances with brand-new stainless steel appliances as requested, installed a new countertop, and fixed the few little glitches that we identified on the walkthrough. All that remains is for L. to shop for a couple of pieces of furniture, find a living-room rug that she loves, and move in. Much happiness and relief all around. I foresee a dogette in residence very, very soon.

I've been catching up on DW and LJ reading, including  lots of postings from people who haven't been around for a while. (Something in the air, maybe?) I think my decades-ago experience during the time of the notorious letterzine must have twisted me for life. I read a heartrending series of posts yesterday, and even while I was admiring the writing style of the poster and thinking how brave she was to be able to verbalize and publicly post such a lucid account of the terrible events in her life, a voice at the back of my head was saying, "I wonder whether all this is really true, or whether it will turn out be a hallucination or a writing exercise or a pointless experiment in manipulation, or maybe all three at the same time." So I'm not going to be posting any messages of support or sympathy, lest the whole narrative be revealed in due course as fiction. Thank you so much, creative but deeply crazy writer from my distant past, for making me suspect everyone's motives even now, and even when there's no objective reason to do so.

Fannish non-news remains fannish non-news. Ad Astra is this weekend, and although I gave five minutes' thought to possibly attending, in the end I decided not to. Just couldn't find the enthusiasm necessary. I'll experience it vicariously (and selectively) through friends' con reports. Someday the spark will spark again, but not just at the moment, it seems.








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Fandom hasn't been much fun lately, partly because of the staggeringly stupid wankage but mostly because there's no source material that's appealing to me right now. My T'Pring story has been sitting half-finished on the hard drive for about six years, and every now and then I take it out and look at it to see whether any new developments are about to reveal themselves. Sadly, answer comes there none. Someday soon I'm going to have to admit that I've said all that I have to say about the TOS universe and its characters.

I've toyed with a few non-Trek ideas. For years I've been wanting to undo Gillian Holroyd's bad, bad decision in Bell, Book, and Candle, and maybe I'll actually accomplish that one day. (For some reason, I've long envisioned a crossover between BB & C and Auntie Mame--crazy, but think of that 1950s New York setting.) I have a few pages of David Addison in fiftyish middle age already written, but that's probably a topic best not explored in depth. And the five futures of Yu Shulien (CTHD) are still waiting in limbo to unfold.

I've been in search of fic--any fic, anywhere, by anyone, in any universe--that makes me catch my breath in awe at the author's skill and imagination. The last story that triggered that feeling in me was "[I succeeded in crawling into the breast of my big boss!]" by Miss_Priss. That was the best piece of fic I've read in years and years.

http://archiveofourown.org/collections/yuletide2009/works/32850

But since then, nothing I've read has even come close to engaging either brain or heart.

Worse, nothing I'm watching has inspired me to write stories. I'm very much enjoying Mad Men, Big Bang Theory, Modern Family, Lewis, and Sherlock, but (like Babylon 5) those shows don't seem to be in need of either post-ep or spackle fic, the only two subgenres I'm apparently any good at. I'm only somewhat enjoying The Closer, Warehouse 13, and The Event. I thought for a while that Castle, White Collar, and The Mentalist had some promise, but they're burdened with derivative writing and uninteresting characters. (Except for Castle's mom--maybe I can find a time-travelling way to write her into a Gillian-and-Mame fic. I have a feeling she'd get along well with both those ladies.) Being Erica has gone all stupid and soppy, and if they're heading for an Erica/Dr. Tom pairing I won't be sticking around to witness it. House, Bones, Doctor Who--for me, all writeoffs. (And I never ever thought I'd say that about Doctor Who, but thereyago.) I think Republic of Doyle returns in January or thereabouts--not much to look forward to, but it's something.

I live in hope that some episode of some show will have the kind of impact on me that "The Enterprise Incident" did.

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If, ten or twenty years ago, anyone had predicted that I would greet an explosion of new Trekfic with not much reaction other than bemused detachment, I would--well, I certainly would have disputed that prediction. And yet. I've been reading a LOT of AOS stories and thinking, ho-hum, yet another fandom in which the fan-written characters bear no resemblance to the onscreen characters. JJ Abrams served up some very nutritious food for thought, but the stories I've been reading range from "initially promising but ultimately disappointing" to "too embarrassing to continue reading." I wish I could find the writers of substance in AOS, but they may not reveal themselves until well after the new canon is closed. (Wouldn't be the first time that's happened.)


I'll keep looking. Somewhere out there a writer is constructing a thoughtful, layered story that illuminates the onscreen characters rather than forcing them into LJ-approved insta-stereotypes. In my experience, satisfying stories don't tend to be written in a matter of days or weeks. Credible universe-building and character exploration takes a long time and a good deal of reflective thought. I remain hopeful, but I don't really expect another Claire Gabriel or Jane Land to materialize in the immediate future. 
 

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